I am humbled
before Thee, Lord.
My soul has
dropped me to my knees.
Rejection is as
bitter as a poison.
How did You take
it with such seeming ease?
My heart feels
weak from discouragement.
I need Your
strength to simply face the day.
Serving Your Truth
is a hard fate.
My Lord, my Jesus,
why can there not be another way?
You warned of
troubled waters when following You,
but I feel as if I
might drown.
You had more than
ten thousand angels at Your disposal,
yet You never
called on one, no matter how badly You were beaten
down.
I hold less than a
miniscule amount of Your perfect faith,
how shamed am I
within Your sight.
When the going
gets rough for me,
I long to abandon
the plight.
Oh Jesus, I need
Your help in this distressing hour,
restore my
abilities.
Help me to serve
You as I was put here to do,
join me while I am
on my knees.
Do not allow me to
turn from Your will,
no matter how the
adversary tries to interfere.
Please, go before
me to make the way,
and I will follow
behind, always near.
But those who hope
in the LORD will renew their strength.
~ Isaiah 40:31
NKJV
~ Tammy Leigh
Maxey