My world bears an aching
emptiness
now that you are no longer
here.
Sometimes I close my eyes
when I am alone
and I can almost feel you
near.
I can see you standing
there,
on those streets crafted
of pure gold.
I see you beckoning to me
with waiting arms I cannot
reach to hold.
My heart breaks with
sorrowful longing,
for I cannot bear the
grief of you being gone.
Then I hear your soft
voice in my thoughts,
“My dear, it will not be
long.”
“I know you feel that I
have left you,
but I simply could not
stay.
I heard my Lord’s voice
calling,
and I could not wait
another day.”
“However, He has told me
your time too will come,
and then we will never
again be apart.
Until then, I am always
with you still,
in your memories and your
heart.”
“Though I know it hurts
you to hear me say this,
you simply must let me
go.
I am here whenever you
need me,
just close your eyes and
open Heaven’s window.”